
If you believe Christians can never
Because plenty of people identify themselves as former Christians. Grew up in church,
So how do those who believe
- Those people only think they used to be Christian.
But they never truly were. - Those people only think they quit Jesus. In reality they’re still his; he’s still gonna save them. They’re just going through a period of rebellion. Give ’em time. They’ll snap out of it eventually. He who began a good work in them will be faithful to complete it.
Pp 1.6
So, y’know, denial.
I once attended the funeral of my roommate’s ex-girlfriend. She grew up Christian, but
But when you believe ex-Christians were never truly Christian to begin with, this belief leads us to a really heinous logical conclusion. One which actually plagues many Christians. It’s simply this: How do you know you’re truly Christian?
Assurance. Or not.
It’s the subject of a lot of sermons and articles: Christians who wanna know they’re saved. They want promises, guarantees, confirmation… and they don’t feel they have it.
Most of the preachers point these anxious Christians to a whole slew of bible verses. Usually the bits in Romans and Ephesians which describe what happened once we turned to Jesus, and how God made us a new creation in Christ Jesus, and adopted us and sealed us with the Spirit and all that jazz. It’s good stuff. But I’ve found it just doesn’t do squat for most doubters. Yeah, yeah, “the bible says”—but they’re new to
We gotta give ’em something they consider solid. Usually they trust their personal experiences, which is why I regularly point newbies back to their God-experiences: So… what happened when you first believed?
And bear in mind God’s not gonna interact with us in these ways, nor encourage us to pursue him and find him, unless he wants to and intends to save us. He’s not a tease, dangling the piñata of
Those who doubt their salvation, who have no confidence that God really wants them, who have no assurance he’ll be with them no matter what, don’t believe this. Sometimes because every other person they know hasn’t loved them this much, and they expect God isn’t much different. Sometimes because
So when such Christians doubt God really wants them, they’re naturally gonna doubt their salvation. And look for any proof they can find of it.
Sometimes with experiences—miraculous or not. The non-miraculous stuff will include the time they said the sinner’s prayer, their baptisms, their beliefs and practices, their Christian lifestyles. The miraculous stuff will be
Will these things assure them they’re saved? Often yes. But sometimes our doubts are mighty strong, and hard to defeat. Bad theology can really mess us up, y’know.
Ex-Christians with these same assurances.
Here’s the catch: Ex-Christians can point to all these very same assurances they were saved.
Seriously. The very same. They did all that. Some of ’em were even asked, at one time, “How do you know you’re Christian?” and pointed to these same things, and even some things I didn’t list. They lived a full-on authentic Christian experience. For years; even decades. They had close personal relationships with real Christians, who never once identified ’em as phonies
Now even when you accept the fact we can quit Jesus, this is still a hard idea to wrap one’s mind around. People really, truly knew Jesus, really knew God’s love… and left him? How? What happened to them? Something must’ve seriously messed them up.
When you understand apostasy is possible, it may be hard to fathom why people commit it, but we can still accept the idea these people used to be Christian and quit. For the once-saved-always-saved crowd, they really can’t accept the idea, so we’re back to their only two acceptable explanations: They were never really saved at all; or they’re still saved and’ll come back to God someday.
And if they were never really saved at all… well, their descriptions of what they believed and experienced as Christians, their assurances they were really and truly Christian, are mighty disturbing. Because it looks like God let them believe they were saved. Didn’t just let them pull the wool over their own eyes: He did nothing to convince them they were wrong. He talked to them. Even did miracles through them.
Saul ben Kish, first king of Israel, is an obvious example of this. He had the Holy Spirit. He prophesied.
Some Christians figure back in Saul’s day you could quit God, ’cause the L
And if God was that way with Saul, what’s to stop him from still being that way with us? What’s to stop him from seriously tricking us into believing we’re Christian, but we’re not really? All so he could get others saved, to get his chosen favorites into his kingdom… but the rest of us are just pawns and hellfodder, and at the End we’ll scream out at him, “But Lord!” and he’ll respond, “Oh, I never knew you.
Yeah, there’s a demented spin
So if you’re figuring “once saved, always saved” is a rock-solid confirmation that you’re definitely going to heaven… well, maybe you’d better talk to those Christians who totally believe this too, yet are in constant agony that maybe they aren’t saved. Because if God let these ex-Christians think they were saved and they never were, what assurances do they have? Or, really, you?
